arh! there's been so many things going on, many of which are so wonderful. and i guess it's really dennis who made me realised what's been happening around me. how could i have been so blind to not realise everything before, i guess i've been so busy caught up in myself and only myself, that i've never really taken such notice.

i've been really trying to be a better person over the last week, and it's not just me, it's everyone around me, we've all been trying to be better people. it just shows in the little things we try to do, like how we support one another, and how we're more and more willing to step forward and actually do something, instead of just standing by and watch. arh! it's just so erm, nice to see how we've been trying to reach out and include others, and just letting god shine through us, we all aim to be a little more god like, to be a living testimony.

arh! im just so blown away, i don't even know if what i wrote makes sense.