so it's,
bitter-sweet hollowness.
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hurrr, so the paulaner staff got off work at 5am, they've all headed down to alice's place, for a small farewell party. so anyway, in just abt awhile i'm going to send down the food stuff we're to bbq for brekkie.

hahha, and you know what, the abscence of a maid has made me realise, how disorganised our kitchen has become. we ran out of salt! can you believe it!

we ran out of the usual marinates i usually use, or they would look so old, that it seems too terrifying to use them. so for the first time ever, i don't know how the food will taste. i used weird randoms to subsitute my usual ones.

hurrr, gosh, it'll be embarassing if it doesn't come to taste right.