i just sent one of my dearest best friends off at the airport, i can't really describe how i'm feeling right now, it's like a part of me has been taken away. the ride to the airport was the longest ride i ever took to the airport and it's not just because there was a terrible jam and rain. everything seems so unreal, it's still taking time to sink in. ash & i are trying to cheer each other up now. this goosey feeling sucks ):