today's crit sucked. uh, i got the rubbish finally. :/ crit with mary is always terrifying. she has this magical prowess, knowing how to twist all the right words to make you feel really rotten. for the first time, i don't know where to move on from after a crit. i just might have to come up with fresh developments from scratch.

feeling really lousy, i came home and started drawing instead of doing my mountain of work. meet my new friends. small monster one, small monster two & small monster three. we should print these instead of PC. it's funner. uh, actually PC is kinda fun too/


i feel much better after meeting clar, nico & nico at kap and drawing 92 squares. (: the silent spastic phone call made me happy. im all smiley now. yayness.

bye nico.

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ooch. baby girl came home with her very first trophy. she's not to happy about it. the first thing she said was 'i do not deserve this'. she and debs were given penalty because they were bowlers. debs took the 1st runner up. celine, the 2nd. and both took the 2nd runner ups for team events. bowling isn't at all like art, art is subjective, hence understandable that grades will be too. bowling scores and calculated and tabulated by the computer. i guess it sucks seeing something rightfully yours go to someone else. it's straight forward, they won. in my opinion, by giving them penalty defeats the purpose of competition. why compete when the teachers decided they weren't going to give the real winners their rightfully earned even before the competition? deary, lighten up okay, it's just a start, in time to come, you're going to win many more trophies that are truly worth winning for.

i would have posted my new paintings, but my camera decided to go into hiding. bleah, i brilliantly forgotten where i placed it after taking the shots. fine, you want to hide; hide! i hope you're feeling guilty for depriving all these nice people of pictures.