rantX: 1.what the heck is your problem ~!@#$%^&*() it's so totally none of your business.
            2. for AWN => perserverance dosen't always pay.  

school's been a bore again. i started reading deception point by dan brown though. it's quite intresting actually. something abt E.Ts. hmm.. *wonder whether such things exsist* and politics. kinda intresting. lolZz... i started studyin' chem that is. not much. but at least something. gonna work hard from now on. hmm.. i should start deciding on a course now, after sec i mean. seems like, everyone's college applications got accepted already, and sam's even decided which uni course she wanna take. oh wells. i shouldn't be aiming around endlessly, as my says. =) cheers, god bless.

something beautiful:
Malachi 3:3 - "He will sit as a refiner and purifier of silver."


This verse puzzled some women in a Bible study and they wondered what this
statement meant about the character and nature of God. One of the women
offered to find out the process of refining silver and get back to the group
at their next Bible study. That week, the woman called a silversmith and
made an appointment to watch him at work. She didn't mention anything about
the reason for her interest beyond her curiosity about the process of
refining silver.


As she watched the silversmith, he held a piece of silver over the fire and
let it heat up. He explained that in refining silver, one needed to hold the
silver in the middle of the fire where the flames were hottest as to burn
away all the impurities.


The woman thought about God holding us in such a hot spot then she thought
again about the verse that says: "He sits as a refiner and purifier of
silver."


She asked the silversmith if it was true that he had to sit there in front
of the fire the whole time the silver was being refined. The man answered
that yes, he not only had to sit there holding the silver, but he had to
keep his eyes on the silver the entire time it was in the fire. If the
silver was left a moment too long in the flames, it would be destroyed.


The woman was silent for a moment. Then she asked the silversmith, "How do
you know when the silver is fully refined?"


He smiled at her and answered, "Oh, that's easy - when I see my image in
it."


If today you are feeling the heat of the fire, remember that God has His eye
on you and will keep watching you until He sees His image in you.


Pass this on because this very moment, someone might need to know that God
is watching over them. And, whatever they're going through, they'll be a
better person in the end.


AMEN