okay. this is the hans@hans pic, which everyone at my place is laughing at now (:


we watched lost season 2 esp 1&2 today, woot, it's sooo brilliant, they went into the hatch. i shan't spoil it for those who have yet to watch (;

it's been raining donkayes and parrots, i don't think we're gonna sleep on nic's rooftop tonight.

mel's gonna post the han's pic up too, and she thinks he's gonna kill me for that/

the first thing i thought about when i got up lying in bed this morning was layouts for one voiceee!!! oh nooooo. i have to stop this.

after watch night, we'll be camping on nic's rooftop tonight (: it'll be so fun sleeping under the stars. 2006 here we come!

we went down to the esplanade to catch EIC's gig on wed. they're pretty good but after 3 songs, it's started raining rhinos & monkeys, and the rest of shows were cancelled. ): so we decided to play a game of hide and seek. and the seeker just had to be cherns because he happily skipped away to meet EIC and their cool equipment. so we sneaked off without him knowing and hid in the visual arts space. BUT as chris said, eventually clar and nic will be the ones to will give us away. and that my dear geese, can't be any more true. we spent the rest of the night hanging out at haagen dazs, thanks chris for the lovely chocolate fondue. and dear claris, cigarettes can't be sold for 7k, tt's a bit far fetched from the _, isn't it?

and i'm really really sorry shaun for forgetting your b'day. HAPPY BIRTHDAY.ek. colour is a lil' screwed up. i think im tired.

i've been busy working on the one voice layouts. it's starting to fill up and take shape, disreguarding the fact we have tons of missing contents, i think it's still very weak graphically though.

i think hans is right, i really do need to sleep. i feel tired, and the body just gives in. i need to sleep on all the million and one things i do, even play. because playing is relaxing but it's not rest. and i admit it, it's been quite a problem for me for the past few years, i have this thing for not not being able to do something. it feels like im wasting my time, so i keep myself busy. all these work to me is more of a must do before everything else, i think im quite obssessed. argh!

it's almost 0900 now, i'm meeting mel to do accounting at 1000. which gives me just about 0040 to find the silly reciepts file and my wallet, and 0020 to get to KAP. ciao.

wheee! i suddenly remembered how fun it was to hang out without having to actually do some form of work. wheep! it's been a great hang out week.

had brekkie with cherns, chris, zhong & clar @ 6th ave. ROTTII PRATA is YUMMMMY! and i prettaye much hung out with clar, matt, ben, pris & hans for the rest of the day. the esplanade is a great place to hang out, there's no crowd, there's coffee & cookies at Mrs. fields, and an imaginary Mr. Fields & little Fields. the view over looking the waterfront is prettaye (:








i've got my new timetable. (: i'll be taking sculptury, painting, pottery mods this sem , sounds like fun. i'm quite excited about going back to school again, and seeing all my classmates again. (: i wonder how everyone has changed over the last 2 months, 1 week.


baby girl's got into chij, she was put on top of the waiting list, because she got 2nd tops at the bowling trial. (: so all's good & going to plan. just maybe not to hers ever since she found out mum's cuzzy is the discipline mistress.

i've been cooking. (: i only cook for my dear friends because this house doesn't believe in cooking, just because some genius invented take aways.

woot! mel, hans, ben & shawn came over for dinner. i cooked pasta & heated up some pizza. (: yummmy! i've been seeing benben for the last 12 days, today would make it the 13th, mel mel for the last 10 days, and hans for the last 9 days, and clar doesn't count. i much enjoy the company, even the stinky smelly feet part and the DON"T TELL YOU game.

& the goonz came over on on sat, we had shrooms & burgers as usual. but we didn't bbq it though, it was almost 9 by the time we started cooking, we decided to go pan fry! i was so tired that i forgot to add salt, i dont believe myself, salt is like the most essential thingy, everything has salt, everything needs salt. you know it's funny we're armed with camera's almost everyday, but we dont believe in taking pictures with our faces in it.







oh this is karenn's lil cute choo choo train she gave to us (: it's so prettaye.

GREAT CATCH UP GUYS (:

feliz navidad
feliz navidad
feliz navidad
Prospero año y Felicidad

good has been so good. witnessing the small miracles he has done over the last week, keeps me going YAYNESS! (: i like. i like. wheeee!

as usual, you know me, i'm lazy to post pics, so one camp vid's up. (: enjoy.

merry christmas.

i did these cards some time ago.



if you ask cheryl if she has been sleeping better after camp, and she says yes. don't believe her. she's been running everywhere & is awfully exhausted.

oh man, after reading pong's mail, i'm so moved. i cried again.

i think i cried more in this camp, than i ever cried in my life before. because i saw god's goodness through difficult times. being apart ffrom this group of dear friends has been difficult. but he made this group stronger through brokeness, something i never thought we would ever ever have to go through, because this group was ever so strong together. but he allowed it to happen, and he healed, and he made us stronger together again.

most of you guys don't know this, but we were experincing a really though time, because we weren't functioning together, toes were stepped on in the process. it was difficult to draw the line between friendship and responsibilty, so things between this group got really bad, we weren't talking to each other much. but during station games when a camper got hurt through rough play, mel & i reprimanded the camp comm. we stood on the field and argued all the things that had accumulated over the past few days out on the field. after a fair bit of reasoning, we prayed together, it didn't matter then that the whole camp was watching us. we huddled in a circle, and prayed, we broke down & let everything all out, and spoke of true feelings and hurt. and a group hugged. it was there & then, with the whole camp watching us break down in tears. god healed us. that my friend is the power of prayer.

amen.

hahaa, mel, han sheng & i were walking in wisma today, and we saw the security guard directing the traffic, he gestured professional one hand with a yellow glove ushering the traffic, the other hand held and a flashy red gadget. we burst into laughter. mwhhahaa, it was hilarious, don't think you guys will get it, inside joke between, pong, cherns, serena, mingying, & us (:

221205

it's been a great year guys. and an even greater end to it.

i'm proud of the OC, and i'm praying about the even greater things just about to come for the OC. mel's entry couldn't have been described camp any better, our thanks & praise it couldn't have been expressed any better.

and melly, i love you too dearie (:

i'm going christmas shopping now. wheeee!

thank you. it's been awesome.

i cried. when i realised how good god has been to the one community during this camp. the spirit moved powerfully during worship, it was awesome to see everyone being expressive in worship. haha for once, worship was deafening, even without the bass, drums & fancy stuffs. i saw tears of joy during worship (:

no matter how exhausted mel&i were, seeing the campers so happy, seeing them being able to experience god again, kept us going, day after day. and even though we had some tiffs with the camp comm, no matter how difficult things seemed, god set everything right for us. looking back now, it seems everything were in his hands, in his plans, all along. THANK YOU FATHER. (:

it's just been 4 amazing days, so much has happened, so much has changed. i've never seen the oc so whole before. god's goodness is still taking some time to sink in.

thaaank you PEW, Kimpong, Patrick, Cherns, Serena, Mingying, Li-Sa for lending us so much support in preparations for camp, for praying for us, guiding us, going with YOUTHISM, for giving up your time just so you can be here with us. nothing can express our gratitude.

thank you Jean & Betty, the church office staff, for being so understanding and patient with us. having to put up with us for messing up the office & the for our noise almost every other day.

thank you Nic, Jer, Matt, Ash, Clar, Pris, Ben, Guen for understanding mel's & my plight. for sticking all the way to till the end of camp. this grp amazed me the most, because just months ago, we committed this grp into his hands, allowing him to do anything he wants with us, so that we may be a blessing to the oc. seeing you guys, bring life into this camp & express your love for god so freely during worship, makes me believe that god really did reafirm our faith.

thank you Gen, Sam, Alissa, Eunice, Sheryl, Aysuria, Eunice C, and the other GLs for taking on the GLs roles, and guiding our fellow basics in this time of sharing & games. (: thank you guys for being such a sport, even though you guys kinda felt a lil too old for all the running around. you really did make a difference to our dear campers. and we thank you for that (:

thank you Aloy, Hans & Sean for helping out with many many many stuffs, even though it wasn't your obligation to. espically hans for & sean for readily agreeing to come and help out, even though i approached you guys for help in less than a week of camp. It's been nice getting to know you guys a whole lot better. we're glad that you hesitation was eliminated and you came & enjoyed yourselves (:

thank you Jo & Ivan for dropping by to say hi. and for sticking around for a while to be with us (: thanks for coming.

thank you parents & friends, for showing your support to the one community, by coming all the way down just for gala night, to share our joy & love in camp. we were quite surprised at the huge turn up (:

thank you Chris for the lovely log cake (:

and thank you dear campers, for being such a sport. it's been awesome (:

LASTLY, THANK YOU FATHER FOR MAKING EVERYTHING POSSIBLE. FOR YOUR GRACE & LOVE. LOVE ACTUALLY CAMP 2005 (:

oh, just for the note, im proud of my dear fellow friend hans, who finally learnt to draw smileys. (:

{more pictures coming, if i ever get to it}

we gave nic a prezzie. it's one whole year's supply of contacs, or so she thinks.

till she opens the box. and finds this!

through this whole time, my dear friend nic believes that we really really wanted her to wear contacts instead of her black frame glasses. she also believed that we guessed her degree by luck. dear friend nic, you're gooseified! thank you sweetie, for amusing us the whole afternoon, by letting you think you're carrying one year's supply of contacts around our lovely hometown Bukit Timah, like a silly goose. we love you (:

woot. im off for camp tmr, will be back on wed. (: see you guys till then.

but for now, he has lead us this far, and he'll see us through, till the very end. let us bring out "love actually" the way he taught us to months ago. for this very last lap, my dear friend han shen remind me today,

let's trust in his faithfulness.

once again. see you guys tmr all renewed and charged up in his spirit.

1:15:56

tt's how long i was on the phone with linksys technical support. it was quite fustrating, the technical support said the aren't mac trained, what a lousy excuse. the lady kept going d for denmark, f for finland, a for apple, like a 100 times over. thank you for the english lesson, i think i can spell just quite fine.

anyway baby girl went for CHIJ's try out today. her avg was 160. coach says, tt's the second best among the other girls. so i think she pretty much secured a place (: yay/

it's 1030 now. weGO!

someone once said to me, that these group of friends, would be the best buddies 10 years down the road. and i truly believe it. (: we had WT BBQ today. dear friends, it was good to see all your happy smiley faces once again. (: i would say, one of our greatest times together are the bbqs. once again, cheers to the good food and company.

i chanced upon oc camp 05's teedee in my iphoto. this is our theme verse,

god is love. he who lives in love, lives in god and god in him.
-1 john 4:16

we popped up on pris, ben&clar were nice and helped her sell pens to raise funds for some youth challenge thing. and they sold a total of 24 pens. it's $10 for each pen, well done my screamy&shaky friends. (:

on the way back, my dear friends stole some empty acuvue boxes and started whacking each other, like re-tards.

you know how it's like when you stand in the bus, and you have nothing to do. then someone talks loudly, so you just can't help yourself but eavesdrop on their conversation. well, it was that way for us, just that we weren't eavesdropping. we had the whole entire bus listening to us instead. that went swell.

we had fun yesterday, we did a lot (: we were good people & did charity, we had subway (: and we were bad people and stole empty acuvue boxes. AND we had an audience at 9.

lastly DIY thingy by my shaky friend, benben.

my little chicken is all grown up and ready to hit a baseball that is even bigger than himself. he's also gonna save the world with his chicken dance. well done chicken friend. just in case you're wondering, im not a chicken little fan, im a happy meal fan (:

i need to do things more just for myself once in a while.
and this is the wonders of a happy meal (: click! to see enlarged




mr polar bear sits above my imac as we watch lost. clar gets all pinchy when that spiritual bear pops out on the screen and starts attacking walt. i think lost has a clever play write, when the surviviors first crashed, they feel lost on the island. stranded together, they learn to live together, they learn of the instinct to survive, each individual is given a chance to lead a new life on the island. the brilliant flashbacks, were designed to be sub plots of the mystery of the whole island, it was as though the survivors were brought there for a reason, and it was there and then, they found answers to what they have been searching for so long even in pre-island days. the whole mystery of the island unravels, the polar bears, the others, it gets intresting with each episode (:

everyone's been looking & sounding tired. school work is important, but so is the mind & body. my dear friends, get some rest.

an extra punch please. merry christmas mel.

bye bye fugly post. (:

i'm sitting outside the church office leeching free WIFI from airtwo, with a bunch of snoofalogbugs munching on 3 happy meals and one unhappy meal. the happy meals came with a chicken little that is now walking in rounds on our table, and a abby& alien child.

woot! some more oclites & facilitators signed up for camp. bring our total number to 62

hello. all you quiet blog stalkers out there. (: i think i'm fine without publicity. esp for FIZZYCOLA.

artsy.fartsy

i still like nice big round numbers (:

funny, i feel so much better after working on camp stuff today, all the germs scooted off, i feel so bright and alert, except maybe for the raspy voice. (:

i have reached a conclusion, chris is lame, he has nothing better to do, and HE CAN'T COUNT!

SNOOFALOBUG! i whacked out last night. started feeling awfully sick. i remember sloshing down 5 bottles of water at nic's place before dinner, 4 cups of water@black canyon. urgh. my head felt like it was dropping, with a spinning headache. took 2 panadols at kimpong's place. and i whacked out for the rest of BS. i can't remember a thing. except maybe the crazy car ride, with 9 people squeezing into the car. i'm coughing and wheezing today, i've practically lost me voice.

uh. clar stepped on my glasses. 475 400. i'm practically blind, till i get a new pair.snoopy. there's pre-camp today.

oh. nic's counting all the rubbish words i say, there is;
mooba
naninanaiboo
snoofalobug
and now there's snoopy.
don't ask me what they mean, because i'll tell you they don't mean anything. and then you'll laugh at me. and i'[ll tell you that if you understand what it means, then there's absolutely something wrong with you.

ben tagged.
I miss somebody right now.
I don't watch much TV these days.
I love olives.
I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I've watched porn movies.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.(usually!)
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
I hate the rain.
I'm paranoid at times.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have fresh breath in the morning.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way that I look.
I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.
I know how to cornrow.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I think prostitution should be legalized.
I think Britney Spears is pretty.
Slept with a Suitemate.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I would classify myself as ghetto.
I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.
I don't hate anyone.
I dislike them.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I currently like someone.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I am a member of the Tom Green fan club.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
I have at least 5 away messages saved.
I have tried alcohol or drugs before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal.
When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum.
I enjoy some country music.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I watch soap operas whenever I can.
I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story".
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I have dated a close friend's ex.
I like surveys/memes.
I am happy at this moment.
I'm obsessed with guys.
Democrat.
Conservative Republican.
I am punk rockish.
I am preppy.
I go for older guys/girls, not younger.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.
I believe in prophetic dreams.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went to college out of state.
I am adopted.
I like sausage.
I am a pyro.
I love the Red Sox.
I have thrown up from crying too much.
I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colors.
I love Dear Abby.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I think school is awesome.
I think pigtails serve a purpose.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I don't like multi-textured ice cream.
I think John Cusack is adorable.
I f**king hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays
I watch Food Network way too much.
I love coaching youth sports.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I would not be friends if they weren't family.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I know who Santos L. Halper is.
I read trashy romance novels and I am ashamed.
I love wrestling.
I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.
If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.
I'm an artist.
I have a goal to collect every Johnny Depp movie ever made.
I have an unhealthy Taco Bell obsession.
I have had a crush on a cartoon character when I was a kid.
I have spent more on anime and manga than many spend on computers or other high end products.
I only clean my room when necessary.

doesn't it seem chrismassy now? (:

oh my goodness. goody goody (: i don't believe this there's less than 2 weeks left, the nice nice printer at coro has taken our order and is gonna print our camp tees for us. amen!

i remember a time, when everything wasn't going right for this camp. when we didnt even have a campsite, because everywhere else was book, till we got bb/gb place really really late like 2 months before camp. when no one else but the camp comm really wanted to come. but now we have a whole good 57 campers, which i say is quite good for the first camp (: when everyone was there & everywhere but never here, so the programme never surface, till 4 weeks before camp. and all the other nitty gritty stuffs. but from the very start, we said we would pray abt all these, and said we will trust him, that he will choose the place for us, he will provide us with the perfect number of campers. and that everything will fall in place nicely, by god's grace. it was hard to stick by that promise and prayer, but now, at the end. it's all true, he provided for us at the very end (:

SNOOFALOBUG (:
i have a fetish for nice big numbers 01

yayness! we've found a theme song, it's gonna be history maker by delirious? it came to us today when we were practising ben's sets. this song is really funakye, it's sucha fun song to do and so it had to be THE SONG. but more importantly, this song is a proclaimation. i'm gonna be a history maker. i'm gonna be a speaker of truth to all man kind. i'm gonna stand. i'm gonna run. into your arms. the verse speaks of the power of prayer. god is so great and mighty, with god, great and mighty things happen (:

History Maker

Is it true today that when people pray
Cloudless skies will break
Kings and queens will shake
Yes it's true and I believe it
I'm living for you

Is it true today that when people pray
We'll see dead men rise
And the blind set free
Yes it's true and I believe it
I'm living for you

I'm gonna be a history maker in this land
I'm gonna be a speaker of truth to all mankind
I'm gonna stand, I'm gonna run
Into your arms, into your arms again
Into your arms, into your arms again

Well it's true today that when people stand
With the fire of God, and the truth in hand
We'll see miracles, we'll see angels sing
We'll see broken hearts making history
Yes it's true and I believe it
We're living for you

Written by Martin Smith ©1996 Curious? Music UK

blessed is the man who pesevers under trial,
because when he has stood the test,
he will recieve the crown of life that
God has promised to those who love him.
-James 1:12

this my friend, is the victory that god has promised us.
it's christmas-sy again. yayness! (: i like.

i learnt 5 things in bs.
1. anger makes you feel miserable.
2. anger builds up till it makes you feel like crap.
3. anger is okay, but do not dwell in it.
4. anger when dwelled in, causes you to sin easily.
5. anger sucks. just let it go.
by the end of this post. i'm gonna stop being angry.

here's your daily does of nonsense, i've been mad. busy kicks. tt's all. everything's snoofalobug. everyone's grumpish and trashing each other. no more excuses thank you. crap talk doesn't help.

in this crappy time, it's a wonder, i see what real friends do. a wonder (:


oh btw, my long awaited results came in, they suck. all class 2i and 2ii grades. everything seems so wrong, i expected to get the inverse of what i got for different modules. i expected to do really badly for crit, since i barely cleared the research paper. and i expected to do better for visual, but having the hardest nut lecturer on the block is absolutely maddening, when it decreases your chances of getting into the course you want.

i say. i'm kinda disappointed in myself. mum says i do better studying. heh, it's supposed to be the exact opposite, tt's why iART!

anger ceased.