it's finally the big day tmr! i'm gonna start scooling tmr. argh!

somethings on my mind:
1. how i should be feeling right now? i cant make up my mine. thrilled. delirious. frenzied. ecstatic. enthusiastic.
2. how am i gonna get outta bed tmr? i'm so gonna be late
3. i want ice-cream! run-n-raisin. yummy.
4. that voice in my head keeps bothering me to sleep early. but i'm watching tv now, the OC and one tree hill in particular. yawnn..
5. i'm hungry. an apple sounds good.
6. i think i'm possibly going to be what fiona calls "el nutso"
7. yawnn..
8. it's 11.50pm, but nvm, i'll be the earliest wisher (: happy b'day to dennis & manda

sleep!

i'm sick and tired of working on the yearbook round the clock. nuff' said

why can't the freaking P hire the publisher to do it ~!@#$%^&*() he wants to scrimp on the publisher, yet he has 25k to build fountains around the school. sheesh.

i accomplished quite a bit today.

let's see, i made my bed and folded all the messy blankets on the floor (lol, i'm sure those who've seen my room agrees that it's messy), and i swept the floor, i went swimming, i read 2 chapters of the bonesetter's daughter, i folded a whole 2 weeks worth of laundry and sent it to the closet, i sunned out the wet bed sheets, i worked on the class photos chapter for the yearbook, i made dinner, and i went to the gym.

finally! i did something useful, for a change. i'm quite satisfied with myself. or as nat says hunkydory!

mwhahhaha.. i just watched kimpong's macdonalds ad. look at his geeky gel-ed down hair, it's hilarious. especially the chinese version (: not to mention his chinese, it sounds just like mine! mwhhahaha..

kimsrawks.

i've been photoshopping (: nero has some really good brushes i thought i might try out.





i used that for claris's layout.


i know that's a tulip, not a rose, but shuush!

and that's all i did. creativity is in short supply today.

i saw this cow on dennis's blog. it's so awfully cute.

and yes. it's an upside down cow. i didn't do anything to it. lol.

this cow reminds me of our dear friend daisy the strawberry cow. yes, she's dennis's wife. and that song we sang in church camp 4 years back.

it goes something like "i can't come to the banquet, i can't come, i have fields and commitments ..[yadda yadda, i forgot the lyrics]... and i married a wife."

but uncle alex screwed up and he sang "and i married a cow"

and so we learnt "i can't come to the banquet, i can't come, i have fields and commitments ..[yadda yadda, i forgot the lyrics]... and i married a cow."

and that's how we learnt the cow song. awww man. i love this song.

ha? anyone knows the lyrics of this song? care to refresh my memory?

heh. i realised i have been a good girl. no more picutres posts! i've been writing. i no longer need my eraser. ((:

i see upsidee-down-cows.

karenn, pei, and fiok came over to my place yesterday to have dinner. we BBQed in my balcony (: i made the shrooms and burgers the way chris does. lol. yummy. everyone says it's yummy. i think we ought to buy disposable plates next time, save pei the trouble from washing the dishes. (: thanks dears for the great time. heh. while we were happily star-gazing or rather what karenn calls it, "moon tanning", my mummy said she could hear us laughing at the pool from all the way up on the 10th floor. must be all karenn's fault! i'm pretty sure. heh (:

and thanks to my new dear friend "alicia" my whole tagboard is filled with lesbianism and gayishness. (: heh. continue blabbing away. i love this.

heh. i must say this month i have been "bad", i've been called a "bitch" and a "slut", 2 bad "beings" in one month. lol, in fact. it's the first time someone called me a bitch or slut. the first time, being "bitch" was from someone i least expected. ie. someone else's mummy, can you believe it? what kind of parent does that, call his/her's son/daughter's friend a bitch. lol, oh well. the second time, being "slut", was a tag on my tagboard that spurred up the whole lesbianism gayishness thingy, somehow i was supposed to have bothered a certain "muh guy" whom i dont even know exsists. heh. as ravi says "what's this world coming to".

dear santa, i promise to be a good girl for the rest of the year.

inspired by today's worship
i wanna sing~

There's a anointing in the air
I can feel it everywhere
I've got power in my soul
so let the river flow

I've got the joy, I've got the peace of mind
I've got the faith, in the holy ghost that fills me everyday
I've got the Life, I've got the melody
I've got the Word, the Word of God has set me free

cheerios!`

i went for the student leader's campfire last night, had a wharf! of a time. it's good to see all the juniors having sucha a good time together, it reminds me of our term. now, we know the school is in good hands (: haha it's like leaving a legacy behind. lol, that sounds cliche. but nevermind.

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this long long very very long long holiday has been a real cool rollercoaster ride (: i've never had a better time in my life, from taking a honeymoon in pjc meeting new friends, hanging out with the OC, WSI, all those free time to shop, catch movies, have tea and meeting up ol' friends, going white water rafting, church camp, to having band practises. it's the longest break i ever had! the best really. practically from november till june. tt's 7 months of holidays. it feels so good. ((: i've never really met so many ppl in 7 mnths before, it made me realise how small this world really is. IT'S A SMALL SMALL WORLD. you'll never know who's a friend of your friend or if that auntie you sat with on the bus is your distant relative. does that mean everyone is realted in one way or another? shaun says there's this theory that everyone is connected in 6 degrees. possible? maybe.

but oh well, all good things must come to an end.

after this long long very very long long break, i'm gonna start school. finally! next friday, 1st of july 2005, 9am to be exact. and for the next four years i'll be dwelling in LaSalle SIA college of the arts. i'm quite thrilled, yet at the same time apprehensive. this arty farty school seems like the best place to be, i mean where else but this place to nuture creativity? yet, i don't know what expected, i mean heck, it's an arts school, it'll run differently from other schools right. "UNEXPECTED" seems scary now. lol, especially the people. all i can imagine, 100s of eccentric shauns. haha, maybe that's exaggerating.

i just read claris blog, and she says she's amazed by how i like to defy myself just to be happy, and take a step into the design industry. which is a really small competitive industry. [that wasn't her exact words, but yeah it was somewhere along those line]

am i not afraid of what lies in my future?

well dear, the truth is i am. and it dawned upon me not too long ago, i believe that god has a plan for me, and no matter what i do, i want everything and anything i do to be god centered. i want to live a god-centred life. i can just take a step blindly everyday, knowing that god does have a plan for me, and that he'll guide me through. AND in the end, everything will fall into place nicely. not my will, but god's will.
yes dear, the arts industry in small and competitive. but so is every job, every job is equally gruelling is it not? and if i have to work hard. i might as well enjoy myself while i'm at it. as mum always says, if you love your job, you'll never have to work a day in your life. ultimately, that's all i want. money doesn't drive me that much anymore.

((: i'm attempting to make my post more colourful. lol. does it work this way?

*awww man, i think my evil devious scheming plan to make everyone hungry when they visit my blog has backfired. now i feel hungry everytime i look at all those delicious cookies.

lazy. lazy. lazy. yawnn..

ccmc camp05'

hotel equatorial

the golf course, view from the balcony.

the suite

the washroom

playing monkey in the poOl.






we painted asher's nails! (:

before the magic trick. we had...

us!



the hobbit.

the peeps.

i finally got our buger partaye pics from melly (:

yeah. i met chernwei, chris, clar, & nic for tea last thursday. we went to this really nice pastry place called corica along north bridge road. they have absolutely good stuff! we had pastries, it was this cookie-biscuit- with-chocolate-moose-and-apricot-jam-inside-coated-in-white-chocolate-and-chocolate-syrup, apple strudels( which we divided nicely, nic ate the custard, clar ate the apples, and i ate the puff) and mud cakes. (:

we went to chernwei's place for a buger-balcony-BBQ! after stopping by the cold storage to shop for food. nic couldn't join us, so mel came! the food was heavenly. we made our own patties (: a really simple recipe really, the concuction of minced pork and beef, crushed ritz biscuits, sun dried tomatoes, egg whites, salt, and milk tasted delectable. and we grilled it over chern's small bbq grill in the balcony.

as usual, mine's the one without lettuce (: chris says it's like the classic cheesebuger. looks good huh. clar was tellin' us how she worked in macs for a period and chern says her burger was crying out for justice!

we made the shrooms stuffings too, we cut up little pieces shrooms and mixed it with ritz, egg yolk, bacon bits. yummy! it's the first time i willingly ate up all my mushrooms. chris's a great cook. really.






and that's how we BBQed the bacon, patties, potatoes and corn.

potatoes a mayo (:



we had cream and strawberries dipped in chocolate for desert.







that ghostly figure in the 2nd last one was chris. she jumped off the sofa because there was a bug! haha. chris oh chris.
cheers. to the good food and company (:

the button series.

ravi has been shined! say hello to shinecrest (:


cheryl has been such a klutz. she keeps falling umpteen times a day.


shaun openly declares he's gay! and he's lovin' it.


wan ting is a good thing.


amanda & malcolm, the duo decided to spice up the show. huan-tan-ed-1 & huan-tan-ed-2




and there you go, the button series from the ultimate team that brought you wsi!

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