i moved here.

being superwoman can't always save my skin when shite happens. i'd like to believe super woman won't grow tired.

dear friends, i would love you even more if you can send me a good/lousy/small/big/colour/black or white picture of your pencil box. you know where to find me.

why do people take plastic bags from shops when they have a bag? or when they very well know they're gonna dump it 5 mintues later? where is the love

vitamin pills does not replace sleep, why don't people get that? energy boosters do not replace sleep. so dont be silly, stop offering me more vitamins.

tsk tsk. i'm waiting for a miracle to happen. still, i've never been so calm, when i know i'm late on print work, i think the big guy has everything under control.

did you realise it's actually party week.

wed, the girls night out clubbing
thurs, christine's b'day chalet
fri, goodman moving out party
sat, soi's farewell lunch
C and C post wedding dinner
tessa's farewell party

tsk tsk. i'm so exhausted, i overslept, and missed dinner with soi, alice, brian and chris at ann siang.

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at downtown east,
AP: anyone wants a drink?
cheryl: green tea please.
AP: with?
cheryl: ice.
AP: you good!

haha, so dear friends, the PB girls like their drinks on the rocks. christine wanted to pour the rum bottles down our throats for two seconds. we tried tricking her by replacing the empty rum bottles with green tea. i swear! you almost can't tell the difference by it's colour. but apparently, she wasn't drunk enough, or maybe you just can't trick the bartender.

clar, tried 2 secs, and spitted everything out. and she got tipsy after, she tried pouring into vic's mouth, but it hit his eye instead. lol, yes you can't trust the drunk girl too much. mohammad managed to do 5 secs, without any resistance.

also, the latest fad with the PB girls is to promote peach flavored darks in pines, we took our empty barcardi, stuck on the PB sticker and tapped in dark. it's nice to drink from a bottle.

tash and i have been good, we stayed in to get some work done.

on a totally random note,

i play 9 crimes everytime i turn my ipod on, which probably is the most convenient nice song to start off with, since the songs are arranged in numerical, then alphabetical order. the first song on the top of my list is 2 rights make 1 wrong, but i always skip that one and go straight to 9 crimes, and the rest of the time my ipod plays on shuffle mode.

when i eat curry puff, i like to tear it open, dig out all the stuffings, use a fork and pick up all the potato bits, and eat them first, then the chicken bits, and lastly, i'll eat the crust on it's own.

insomnia is pretty common with me these days, just the other day, i woke up at 3.30, and wrote sarah a testimonial. ironically, my sleeping problems have nothing to do with my bug infested bed, at first i thought it was just because i went to the salvation army, but since the bites getting worse, i reckon it's got to be my own bed, i seriously need to do something about, i'm getting bitten all over, it's srsly itchy, i can't stand it anymore, i think it might just be the blankets though, since i still got bitten when i slept in the living room anyway.

my first band members were actually, pong, chern, jeremy, nic, clar. we sucked big time, (okay, you can leave the first two out of the picture). we used to have this joke that we were kimpong and the pussycats, and then we joked that we were nuns and moses.

i'm going to stay home tmr today to finish the million things i have to do. so whoever is gonna call me today, i'm not interested!

the few fruits i eat are pear, apple, banana, grapes, logan, lychee, rambutan, blue berries ONLY (with the exception of dried strawberries and dried cranberries). i absolutely can't stand watermelon and durain, espically both their smells.! eeek.

the umfs own two pets, one is a stuffed bear called scrumpee, the other is a fan called ashley, and we've abadoned ashley already.

f thinks pink is gay. i think purple is gay. and white is the nicest colour, i can wear white all week.

there are more people who call me cheryl now then cherz.

i meet a someone i know some almost everytime im on the streets. alice always tells me "don't tell me you know that person too!" dang, i cant believe i almost missed shaun the other day, if it weren't for clar, i'd literally had missed him. she says he looks different from the last time we met.

i like to buy mineral water along with my lunch/meals instead of tea or soft drinks.

mos burger is the best fast food.

starbucks than coffeebean
hagen dazs/new zealand than island creamry/ venz
bread than rice
white than black
mac than windows
gmail than hotmail

i'm relatively good at baking, im quite proud that i can bake now, and literally bake things that i would want to eat, i remember throwing away heaps of cookies in the past. on sun night, i baked a batched of brownies, i couldnt get the temperature right, it's over cooked on the outside, and under cooked on the inside, but dang, it taste so good even though, it's not baked right. oh well, i suppose i'll get it right on my second try.

i love music, i love the way it makes me tap my fingers to the rhythm, i feel like playing keys everytime i hear something good. sometimes, i can play tunes that are stuck in my mind, even though i dont know what songs they come from.

i laugh in the theatre to myself quiet often, just the other day, i watched a movie with sarah, but she couldnt open her mouth since she just got the teeth extracted. i'm sure she would have laughed with me. but sigh, why don't people have a sense of humor. laugh with me folks!

i detest two things, rudeness and incompetence

i want a gingy, and yes im willing to trade a gingy for a gingerbread man. i think my love for gingy has spread to many people, everyone wants gingy now, the first being f, then pew's wife, and cheryl y.

my favorite chord progression is 1 4 6 5. and my favourite key is Cmaj, so i don't hafta think. i hate it when i dont play a chord that progresses right. and i can't sing on the keys for nuts, i can sing on the guit though, it's way much easier.

i keep a lot of things to myself, im one of those who believes that if you have nothing nice to say, dont say. yeah, but i keep a lot of things to myself anyway. i think it's for the best, i tend to dodge a lot of things, but i still recognise the importance of dealing with them.

alice and sarah are the two people who understands me the best. i think i know myself really well, but still, it surprises me sometimes that they can know me better than my own self. and daren too for that matter, since he's always right anyway. like always.

i adore emo songs, travis, death cab, the shins, anberlin, copeland. actually i love almost any kind of music, since i love great technicality and you see the range is huge, from u2, the beatles, snow patrol, maroon 5, guns and roses, yeah yeah yeahs, radio head, king of convenience, smash mouth, rooney, jimmy eat world, hillsongs, steve curtis, seude. and i love coldplay for the keys.

at 16, i decided i don't need all those medical care they tell you, you need when you're old and greying, i don't want to be popping pills and vitamins a thrillion times before i die, it's all in the mind deary, they'll make you pay for everything you don't need. but since i decided this at 16, don't call me old and stubborn. and if i fall terminally ill, i certainly won't want treatment to prolong death, espically since you know that the last few years of your life would be awful and sickly, why would you want to be sick longer.

i like short fingernails, i've tried keeping mine long many instances because they look nicer that way, but they're so brittle they always break when they grow long, and then i'll cut them extra short, i guess i also like the way

one of my most visited websites is www.dictionary.com, whenever i come across a word be it online or in a book, i'd check it out, whenever i do some writing i like to use the thesauruses. i think auto-correct spelling makes you lazy, since you won't bother learning the word.

i actually have 3 sisters, heh, nic's a sister to me, really.

i can't wait for celine to leave secondary school, no more early mornings, no more screaming and yelling in the morning that she's running late.

i love the way, celine gives me little pecks on my cheeks to wake me up in the morning, it's so sweet, my little sister is finally growing up. which i much rather yy do, instead of bitting us and giving us hickkies.

i absolutely don't answer house calls, they're never for me, i can only think of one person who would call me on the house, NIC! deary, pls call me on my phone, so i know the call is for me, i'm utterly lazy to leave my room just to answer your call.

i'm feeling itchy all over, with bug bites covering my arms and legs. i've told magdeline to wash and sun the sheets and blankets all over again.

i still get very emotional when i read the papers, when something bad is reported in the papers, like an accidental death, or natural disasters, or famine and hunger, or unrest in countries. it totally spoils my day when im feeling sad.

the size of my pinkie is the same size as asher's second toe. i bet my mum's pinkie can match his third.

my favourite all time television show is f.r.i.e.n.d.s, i can die laughing in my couch.

i love the way nic has all her cool new rebuts, and the way she does her anti climax thing! you've totally got to teach me it's damn funny.
how's the soup?
ask the pot.
aiyyeee, the anti climaxes are the funniest, it's just a thing you do. typical.

i wish to stop practise designing eventually and do something totally different. which reminds me again of how fast i lose interest in things, that i never become really good at them, designing is probably one of the longest things i've stuck to. but yeah, i figured, i'll never have what it really takes to live the life of an artist, since i enjoy being sane most of the time.

i drink two big cups of earl grey every morning, it's been my morning perk ever since i've started trying to ween myself off coffee again.

from f,

ahem. because someone, ahem. mentioned that i havent blogged in awhile and i have totally no inclination to talk or rant about anything and still fill up my blog so here goes.

i stole this from chers.

f sleepyhead. 0720091045 says: (12:07:51 AM)
hws work
cheryl! all yellow says: (12:12:06 AM)
wonderful!
cheryl! all yellow says: (12:12:11 AM)
was busy (:
f sleepyhead. 0720091045 says: (12:13:15 AM)
raelly? on a monday!
cheryl! all yellow says: (12:13:19 AM)
yes
cheryl! all yellow says: (12:13:20 AM)
yes
cheryl! all yellow says: (12:13:26 AM)
two long table reservations
cheryl! all yellow says: (12:13:31 AM)
1 19 pax the other 15
f sleepyhead. 0720091045 says: (12:14:04 AM)
all yellow?
f sleepyhead. 0720091045 says: (12:14:05 AM)
tts gay
f sleepyhead. 0720091045 says: (12:14:06 AM)
really gay

dude, we're so on different frequencies.

i cant believe she bloody copyandpasted our convo onto her blgo and passed it off as an entry. so why cant i eh? lol. and so after i saw her entry our convo continued as follow..

f sleepyhead. 0720091045 says:
wahlao ur blog. HAHAH.
f sleepyhead. 0720091045 says:
fucking gay
cheryl! all yellow says:
lol yes
cheryl! all yellow says:
at least it's not pink
f sleepyhead. 0720091045 says:
OKAY!
cheryl! all yellow says:
i couldnt take the pink anymore
f sleepyhead. 0720091045 says:
wonderful. welcome to the club.
f sleepyhead. 0720091045 says:
HAHA. please tell christine that? LOL
cheryl! all yellow says:
lol hahhahaha
cheryl! all yellow says:
so mean

oh, so now im mean. grins. (:


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duh! she's so into Germany. how does pink come in?

my latest addiction,

Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And everything you do,
Yeah they were all yellow,

I came along
I wrote a song for you
And all the things you do
And it was called yellow

So then I took my turn
Oh all the things I've done
And it was all yellow

Your skin
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D'you know you know I love you so
You know I love you so

nugggh! it's always been about what needs to be done, and it just almost every possible time has to be cheryl (even though it can come in subtle ways, implying im the best candidate, doesn't that almost put me in a position to oblige? ) , hello dudesy, apart from accomplishing those things, i need to strike my balance, i still need to spend time with my family and friends, and when there's school, i need to finish my work. it'll be nice for a change if someone asked what i wanted.

sometimes i wonder if i'm hitting on a brick wall, i've always been the one encouraging, i need some encouragement too, and when i say encouragement, i mean i'd like to see my work bear fruits. i'd like to see more faith and confidence in the people i believe in. i'd like a reason to hold on to, so that i know i'm doing the right thing.


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claris stop talking to yourself in your sleep!

f sleepyhead. 0720091045 says: (12:07:51 AM)
hws work
cheryl! all yellow says: (12:12:06 AM)
wonderful!
cheryl! all yellow says: (12:12:11 AM)
was busy (:
f sleepyhead. 0720091045 says: (12:13:15 AM)
raelly? on a monday!
cheryl! all yellow says: (12:13:19 AM)
yes
cheryl! all yellow says: (12:13:20 AM)
yes
cheryl! all yellow says: (12:13:26 AM)
two long table reservations
cheryl! all yellow says: (12:13:31 AM)
1 19 pax the other 15
f sleepyhead. 0720091045 says: (12:14:04 AM)
all yellow?
f sleepyhead. 0720091045 says: (12:14:05 AM)
tts gay
f sleepyhead. 0720091045 says: (12:14:06 AM)
really gay

dude, we're so on different frequencies.

i guess we needed someone to whip us back into place. and you did just that. individually, and technically, all of us has grown tremendously, playing stuff we couldn't even imagine playing back then. together, we are the worst we've ever been, we've been so detached from one another, we no longer understand each other, and have what it takes to play together.

are we really musicians or christians first?
indeed we were christians before we became musicians.

i owe several people an apology,
ash, im sorry i walked out on you. and yes, i chose to do it out of selfish reasons, i've been so muddled in my personal affairs, i figured that you would do fine on your own. i'd wished you talked to me abt these things the way we used to, and i'd wished you had held me accountable for that.

nic, im sorry too. thinking back, i made you several promises before you left, and i didn't keep them. in some ways, i withdrew myself, every time i played with the band, i felt empty when you're no longer behind my back swinging your bass at me. and while i was grumbling abt all the things back home, i should have known how hard a time you were having adjusting, after all i've been in that same position before. i'm so sorry, i'd wished we had talked abt that too.

as for gbof, i think we've found all our faults slapped on our face. there's a lot to make right, not just with god but also one another, and even more, our homes.

pong's also right, i can't be driven by guilt.

me & my geeky glasses.
ernest says i should have stopped wearing glasses a long time ago!

it's funny, i see an uncanny resemblance i never noticed before.