meet my australian house guests (:

it's funny i knew amelina 4 years ago, when i hosted her during a school exchange programme, she used to joke that she would visit us when she was old and had the money. lol, so it came true, haha it's gonna be my turn in 4 years time.

my muse.

hurrr, they broke up all our classes, weird huh? in the middle of the school year, just when you're starting to get to know your classmates. sheesh, we have to make friends all over again, dreaded lunch breaks and tan suang suang didnt retiree ): oh well, next week it's back to school for me, i'm hardly thrilled.

it's saddening, it feels empty not having ash and nic play behind my back.

though our current band put together for this sunday is adequate + one music prodigy, i'm at a loss not knowing how to fit into the rythmn, perhaps we lack that chemistry.

it's upsetting, now everytime we practise as a band, i'll be reminded of nic, beause she just isnt there to whack me when i turn over. urrrggghhh.

why does satay beehoon have no satay?

i just sent one of my dearest best friends off at the airport, i can't really describe how i'm feeling right now, it's like a part of me has been taken away. the ride to the airport was the longest ride i ever took to the airport and it's not just because there was a terrible jam and rain. everything seems so unreal, it's still taking time to sink in. ash & i are trying to cheer each other up now. this goosey feeling sucks ):

oh no it just hit me, i'll be 19 this year, and then next year i'll be 20, and then it'll be 2+ from then on.

sick chicken.

i've been feeling like a sick chicken. i can't remember which is worst bit, having swallow down seasick pills to prevent me from vomitting any further in shanghai. when we came home, running nose like a water tap, followed by burning up with fever early in the wee morning, feeling nauseous after lunch (which is less than half a bowl of noodles), throwing up my medication the doctors prescribed before watch night service.

being sick ever since i came home is sucha kill joy. i wished i could have enjoyed this december more. i'm feeling tons better now, (: im even eating better. and btw shanghai was fun (: i promise photos once i buy my wire which i lost at the salvation army.

celine was here to disturb cheryl's blog at 7.47pm on the first day of the year ;